Hardest Decision...EVER

I just made the hardest decision of my life thus far. I thought about it over several times and I came to the conclusion that if I wanted to move ahead in life, I had to cut out the bad things in my life. I sit here and I am crying as I type this because I am a little scared. I want to feel relieved but it's hard because I fear the worst. I wanted to make this entry long and thought out but I guess it's too soon to write about my feelings. I will write again soon with the whole story.