The Namesake...Kumar is that you?

So I was bored this past Monday. I checked out the movies on HBO-on demand and I watched The Namesake directed by Mira Nair starring Kal Penn. I only knew Kal Penn from his roles in the Harold & Kumar movies. He played a funny pothead who was really laid back but incredibly smart. In the Namesake, he is the son of immigrant parents from India who are adapting to American customs. . I absolutely loved this movie! I felt that it truly portrayed an immigrants family double life of trying to keep their culture alive while learning new American traditions. The story taught me a few things about Indian culture. I learned that you wear white to an Indian funeral and an Indian bride is adorned with red clothing and lots of beautiful gold jewelry. It was a touching movie and I highly recommend it.

Double Date

Double Dated with Raquel & Danny last night and had a great time. We didn't see, "The Uninvited," because we heard it got bad reviews. Instead we watched, "Taken," starring Liam Neeson and it's a story about a father searching for his daughter after she's been kidnapped by a ruthless human trafficking crew.

I didn't know what the movie was about when I walked in to the theater but once it started rolling, I really enjoyed the action packed story line. I am a Daddy's Girl and I imagine my dad going nuts and seeking revenge on who ever laid a finger on me like Liam Neeson did in this movie. That is if my dad had a history of working as a secret government bad ass like Neeson did in the movie!

I totally recommend this movie. It was filled with great action scenes and kept you on the edge of your seat!

This coming weekend...

I just felt like writing in here because I am in the mood to write. I don't have anything in particular to write about just felt like writing.

Hmmm...Well I have plans tomorrow to see a movie with our dear friends Danny & Raquel.

We will probably see Uninvited which looks really scary. And it's from the makers of the Ring, so I know the make up artists make dead people look really gross and scary.

This is how the movie will play out: When I hear the scary music come on in the movie that gives you the cue an ugly discombobulated body will pop up any minute, I will probably dig my face in to Nathaniel's arm only to come out every few seconds and continually ask him, "What's going on?" Nathaniel will probably get annoyed and say, "Babe, can you watch the movie?" And then I'll still ask him, but I'll just rephrase the question and it'll bug him. I know I annoy him because I always want to go see the scary movies then I turn in to a chicken shit and hide behind his sleeve.
I am so happy he loves me and still takes me to see the scary movies even though I'll probably be spooked out for about a week and make him go check on noises and shadows.

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On another note, I am getting my flower girls fitted this Saturday for the wedding. I am very excited about that. I cannot wait to see how cute they will look in their dresses.

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Sunday is the super bowl and while I usually only watch to see the funny commercials, I think I will actually tune in to see the Steelers. I know this sounds incredibly silly but I am a fan of Troy fan. I just love his long hair. In my single days I would never go for a guy with long hair but I like his hair. It looks so soft and fluffy. I am so silly! So needless to say, I hope the Steelers win the Superbowl on Sunday.

I also hope they have really good commercials too!

Bored. Blasé. Uninterested. Jaded.

So I have a secret past time. When I get bored I look up comics that pertain to my current mood. Anyone who has read my blog probably realized by now that I don't just express myself by writing. I like to illustrate my feelings via pieces of clever comical art a.k.a comics.

So with that being said...Here are comics that clarify my current sentiments:

Who knew chicken were so funny and delicious?

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You see...I wish I had an IV filled with espresso plugged in to me.

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This is what I currently wish I were doing. Sleeping.
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Do you think anyone would notice if I walked around with post-it notes on my eyelids?
Doubt it.
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Man, I wish I could hang this in my cube.

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Yes! A practical idea to pass time at work. I am starting this effective immediately.

Goals...

So this year I have many goals...
My biggest goal is my weight loss and I have been trying my best to lose the excess pounds but it is so hard. I have been eating healthy, counting calories, drinking green tea, downing lots of water and doing cardio and numerous workouts. Even with all of that, I feel like I am getting no where fast. I keep thinking to myself...maybe my body is a pack rat and does not want to let go to the pounds b/c it's emotionally attached to them.

I know that sounds dumb but I really don't know what else could be the reason for losing minimal pounds and yet I am trying so hard. I cannot give up but there are times where I want to just postpone the wedding just so I can shed more weight. I know that is not realistic but I just want to look good and feel good as I walk down the aisle. My Fiance keeps assuring me that he loves me and I look fine. Well I know that I don't feel fine and I know I need to lose weight to look and feel fine. It is so hard. He is on the diet too but I don't feel as though he is really trying hard because he doesn't work out or weigh himself often. He also has no problem indulging either. Bad Food will pop up around us like a vandal in a riot and I say "NO!" to the bad food and he says, "Come on! You can indulge here and there." This frustrates me sometimes because I wish he were more strict and when he advocates the bad food I feel like I am being a sour puss.

Guys just don't understand. We as women have to be and are expected to be glamorous, beautiful and seamless on our wedding day. We have to have perfect skin, hair dress and we cannot look like we are bulging out of it. I feel like I will look like a gross blob of white lace and its driving me insane and making me nervous about my BIG day. Everyone is so happy about the wedding and I thrilled to marry the man I love but I feel like I will look at my pictures down the road and say "OMG, ILL, put those away-I look hideous and fat!" I don't want to feel like that so I am doing all the things that I believe will help me but still losing ever so slowly. It sucks so bad. I hate it. I wish for one day I could be made of clay and I can sculpt myself the way I want to look. I know, I know--I live in a fantasy world and I dream too much but I am a Pisces and that's what we do=Dream!

Well enough of this pointless banter about things I cannot change (as fast as I'd like).

Lord, please grant me the metabolism of Olympic sprinter and the patience of Gandhi.

Random things...

Well, this week was a normal work week filled with lots of paperwork, annoying customers and mundane tasks. In the beginning of the week, I was sick and had an ear infection that is now all cleared up thankfully due to antibiotics. Nat gave me the cold I had and now although he didn't take any antibiotics, he's no longer sick. Sheesh! Men and their self-curing ways!

However, my poor Fiance now has a strained neck. He woke up yesterday with a severe pain in his neck and the doctor gave him meds. I wish I could cure his stiff neck, but only time heals all. I hate to see my loved ones hurt.

Some Great and Not so Great events occurred this week in regards to my family.

A Great event: It was my Mom's birthday and we all went out to Red Lobster for a drooling over cheese biscuit good time! We had some good laughs and it felt good to spend time with my lovely family. My Mom really liked the massage I got her and I was happy because she can be very picky at times when it comes to gifts.

Not so Great Event: My bro got into a car accident and scared the crap out of me! I thought he was hurt and I was so tense driving to the loss scene. Thankfully, he was okay; just a little shaken up because it was his first car accident. I deal with car accidents everyday at work but it's harder to deal with them when a loved one is involved.

Other than my week recap, it's the weekend and I am so happy to get a break from work. My job sucks the life out of me and when I am not at work my world is just so peaceful and relaxing.

I don't have plans tonight which is okay because funds are low and debt is high so there's no need to spend frivolously. I'm probably going to go home, workout, cook, clean and then pass out as I read the rest of my current juicy vampire novel.

Random things on my mind:

• Wedding, Wedding, Wedding! I feel like time flew by and while I have done so much, there is still so much more to do! Yikes! I am scared, nervous and anxious all at once. The Comics below reflect how I am feeling:

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• Photography. Lately I've been in the mood to take pictures. I guess reading other people's blogs has encouraged me to get back in to photography. Maybe get a camcorder? Let's see.

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• Valentine's Day. Nat and I are on a super tight budget, but I really want to get him something nice because I love him so much. He says not to get him a thing, but I am the mushy sentimental type-so I must! Now the question is...what shall I get the man I love?

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• My Birthday. It's in march and I am turning 27. This is a fun event, but I can't help but feel old. I know I shouldn't but I do. I don't have any plans or anything, but I know that I want to do something fun because last year I didn't get to celebrate my bday because we moved in to our new condo on the weekend that followed my bday.

Oh well...til next blog posting.

Dedicated to our New President

I wanted to express my happiness on my blog yesterday due to Obama's Inauguration but I was unfortunately very sick. I left work early and saw the doctor. I have a bad sinus and ear infection. Thank God for antibiotics because I feel much better today.

Thank God for OBAMA!
I also feel wonderful today because today we have a new President and I am so relieved that BUSH is out of the oval office! He did AMERICA no good and I am thankful that the nation has a new leader who is smart, eloquent and innovative! All adjectives that Bush could never be described as. Bush was a fool and I know things will get better for so many people now that CHANGE has occurred.

I cannot write long in this blog because I am quite busy, but I wanted to pay respect to our new President by dedicating this blog to him and also committing to future hours of service to my community. During his campaign, Obama asked that as citizens we take charge to help out our community and I have already signed up for a few activities to do just that! I will fill my blog with these activities as they come along.

In the meantime I want to decorate my blog with some beautiful pictures in honor of President Barack Obama, the 44th President of the United States of America!

"Change will not come if we wait for some other person or some other time. We are the ones we've been waiting for. We are the change that we seek." Obama

"If you're walking down the right path and you're willing to keep walking, eventually you'll make progress." Obama

"We need to internalize this idea of excellence. Not many folks spend a lot of time trying to be excellent." Obama

"Focusing your life solely on making a buck shows a certain poverty of ambition. It asks too little of yourself. Because it's only when you hitch your wagon to something larger than yourself that you realize your true potential." Obama

"This is the moment when we must build on the wealth that open markets have created, and share its benefits more equitably. Trade has been a cornerstone of our growth and global development. But we will not be able to sustain this growth if it favors the few, and not the many." Obama

"There is not a liberal America and a conservative America - there is the United States of America. There is not a black America and a white America and Latino America and Asian America - there's the United States of America." Obama

"It took a lot of blood, sweat and tears to get to where we are today, but we have just begun. Today we begin in earnest the work of making sure that the world we leave our children is just a little bit better than the one we inhabit today." Obama